what do u do...

what do u do..
when u find your life is suddenly filled with insight
when u find your life suddenly filled with temptations and loopholes
when your life becomes damn bloody hectic and have more sufferings
when u noticed your family becomes more on the verge of breaking
when your parent looses his/her job

* will you still be happy and say that God has something in mind for you...?
or will you break down and give up...? *

i need the strength Lord...